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The girl,
me-2

♥ J I A X I N,
there's nothing wrong with my name.


If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life



In loving memory of,
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Daddy, I miss you so much. How much I wish you were here with me. You'll always be my one and only and will be deeply missed.


They are the reason to everything,
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Tagboard,



Wednesday, 29 January 2014 // 3:40 pm
新年快乐≧﹏≦

Yayy, CNY is here.. as usual no house visiting and this 2014 special year. We are not gg out of town, even e nearest malaysia. Hehe, but at e same time will be able to save up! So I'm thankful for quite a few that will be inviting me over to their house (: least will not be that bored!

New moon abalone & Ba kwa from e boyfriend.

Wishing everyone,新年快乐, 马到成功!身体健康!发发发~




Monday, 30 December 2013 // 8:16 pm
Bidding goodbye to 2013

It's been a tremendously 2013 for me, been stuck on work and studying ever since 2011, one year right after Dad has passed on, as promised. Wish you were here to see how much I have do you proud, from people around who know me I never like studying, never ever. But the day you left, right infront of your coffin, I promised you I'll work hard for it. And I promised I'll never forget the people who gave me the chance to study. When I choose not to study I was very rebellious, I wanted a licenses I wanted a car, so I dropped out of school aimlessly, and it was 大舅 who gave me the money to ask me to choose whatever I wan to do. I can never find someone like him back then.  Times will do the repayment, as much as now I'm already halfway repaying them. Bringing my family overseas. Not somewhere far though, but at least I did. (': and always been going out for good food occasionally, it's still part of every contribution.  I really would like to take this opportunities to Thank my 大舅,who been giving us a support, a helping hand. And definitely not forgetting my dearest Mum, who really do beyond words could explain. Thank you for spoiling all your 3 kids too. We wasn't born silver spooned, BUT being treated like we were. So much grateful. That's about all! I feel so lousy when I looked back on my 2013 resolution cuz I haven't been saving. Awww my mom is such a sweetheart. She gotta me a rolex watch and she said she wanna bring the whole family to Europe.. but not yet! I'd wanna bring her to Aussie once I've the money saved! Teehee.

2014 resolution
- Work harder
- Save more, spend LESSER
- To get my Dip cert
- Ready for our BTO house 흣♥웃
- Be part of AA
- My brother to study hard
- 大舅,二舅,妈妈, PINK OF HEALTH
- Try to avoid traveling, 哈哈哈
- Sis lawyer case to be fully closed(Once that "someone" decided to clear it off), thank you Kelvin for helping us to fight for the case.
- My health to return back to normal and need not rely on medication anymore (and cuz of this, past 2 years I have always started to think negative such as I am born like a special kid, been abnormal, sometimes it's pretty upset )
- To lose weight so that I'll be a beautiful bride, anytime
- All my friends to be happy and healthy




Thursday, 26 December 2013 // 2:27 pm
웃♥.♥흣

I always loved Christmas! Because not only the joy of sharing! But the never ending memories of me and loverboy when we first met 3 years ago! He's one of the sweetest boyfriend on earth, back then. Aiya once in a blue moon still is now heeeheee. Going through so much to being able to get together, it was really never easy. Past few months he has been patiently accompanying me from one to another shop to see the ring that I want. Sadly non really caught my eye. So I didn't voice out any. But..... last weekend when we were shopping for our xmas gift exchange at jess's house. I lost my Tiffany &Co bracelet. $500+++ flew away. Really upset! He said let's just go MBS after our shop and get you a new bracelet... inside my heart melting even thou it was lost hahaha. Ok whatever.  We chance upon a shop and walked in, eying on a ring at the same time with the same design, without 2nd thoughts he just gotta it for me. Love how shiny it is, colourless grade E! I'm looking more into quality! Hence for the not so big carat I supposed we paid much higher Cuzco of e grade. Thank you, boyfriend. Even without that I'd still love you. Just to realized I haven't been saving for my resolution in 2013. Really gonna start my 2014 resolution soon! Both sis and I can't wait to move into my new home sooooooon in April. It's so nearing. We never stop planning for the cupboard and bed frames etc... and if time allow us to, we will all be going Aussie in June holiday due to brother who's still schooling, would love to be paying for the trips, like again I did for Taipei. And Europe in end year! So awesome. I always loved family trips. And may just be going for a short getaway to kukup on CNY. Actually I hate CNY. Everyone busy happily celebrating But as for us we never ever celebrated cny. In a way, house visting etc. We usually jus go for a short getaway! I seriously can't Wait for Feb, March and April to come.


Some people, it's not that they do not wan, rather it's because they simply can't and afford that's why they often say they do not wan etc... came to realized hw funny it is. Lol




Wednesday, 27 November 2013 // 11:26 pm
Love 'em

My family, my love, my reason for where I am today. More than words could explain the bond we share when nobody was there for a helping hands. Thank you all for giving me the best of everything, including of sponsoring our school fees, giving us a shelter, having whatever we wan, despite us grown up already, never stop giving us the best. I truly wanna thank you, 妈妈,大舅&二舅. Wish you 3 pink of health forever! =) my dear dad, I wish you've got eyes to see how are we doing and pls continue to give us your blessing. I miss you daddykins.




// 12:09 am
I'm back

Yeah, time spent together with the family always end just so fast, in a blink! Nevertheless, I truly enjoyed my trip with my uncles, my mom, my sis and bro. They are my everything. The reason I am standing on right now. I'll be back to update about my Taiwan trip! Stay tune. I can't wait for the arrival of 2014, it must have been a good year. Everything has been so smooth. I thank my dad, I supposed to hear all of our prayers. :) many of my resolution for the year 2013 has been accomplished here and there. My bro have gotta his psle result, not the best, but passed and are able to get up to secondary. In exchanged, mom got him a iphone 5 even before he got his result. How fortunate are kids nowadays! 2014 have too many things I'm looking forward to, 1 of it would be the joy of my 21st. Another would be that, we are shifting house after a good 3-4 years in this small flat. Sometimes when I think about the house I used to stay, the room I personally have, I felt a love hate relationship with my dad who causes all this to me and the family. Whatever it is, we are getting out of the house and decided not to rent out the another property uncle owned, which could be a good few thousands  renting out. oh well. Hehe. Good night y'll~




Wednesday, 20 November 2013 // 12:30 am
Land of smile

I'M BACK, for good. Lol. Been too busy ! Anyway a good news is, the finally months back trip that I have booked is finally arriving, in exactly a day more to Taiwan trip with the whole family, that include my closest UncleS!:) happiest trip ever cuz this is the first time we are boarding the plane tgt with the both uncles. It's either 大舅 go overseas w us, whereas,  二舅 never go. If not, it's always within Malaysia, batam, cruise and etc.. so y'll feel my excitement?! Teehee. And furthermore I'm proud of myself for paying for their airtickets and accommodation too! Not that I am truly proud but I felt really happy that I hate studying and started to enter the working hood and at the same time happily getting my diploma cert any sooner all thanks to thr motivation of my late dad!:( since young mom gave us the best of everything. Where would you probably be when you are in your early primary? I am always travelling ard the world! I used to be the most blessed girl in the world, having my parents to give me whatever that I wan. And yes I mean whatever, friends who known me for years would know, mom dote the 3 of us madly.  I never failed to hv what I wan. This is me, my mom my dad that have spoilt me, even until today. She's one who I can sit down whole day ranting about to the world how much bravo my mom is and how much she contribute to the family. It comes to a point when someone used to look down on us for staying in a downgraded small room flat. Hey But mind you, my mom sold our big flat in exchange to clear dad debts. And you'll be totally amazed by how much debts my mom cleared for dad, and fyi guess you know nuts that we hv a alternate choice to shift to my uncle place as he own 2 property. Where on earth so you think your parents hv the $$$$ like my mom do. So stfu bitch. You know who you are! Seriously suddenly emotion for heartfelt words teehee. OK, back to topic. Despite the short trip, But definitely the time for bonding. Without fail, the family of 4, sis mom me and bro will always go overseas at least once. And it's always mom who paid for us. Until last year when I think I've grown that we are paying our own tickets to Japan! Ppl always envy me and sis for being able to travel overseas. I find it commonly for us as mom loves travelling, jus like me! (: can't wait to plan for 2014 CNY trip to somewhere winter, or probably a short KL trip with the family. I'm really glad everything has been smooth.




Thursday, 26 September 2013 // 10:31 pm
PISSED!!

I seriously never felt so pissed off. But tell me how not to, when JETSTAR suddenly out of nowhere informed you after 1 or 2 months later after you have pre-booked your flight, (when you've planned everything nicely and I shall say it, it's the first time the whole family going for a holiday. Even in Japan both uncles didn't went along) NO AIRCRAFT FLYING ON THAT DAY DUE TO AIRCRAFT MAINTENANCE. WTF is that supposed to meant, seriously?!?! It's been dragging for almost a week and still I haven't confirm the flight changes cuz I can't make up my mind too pissed... Firstly, I called them to changed the dates to 16-20 nov instead, just exactly a week  due to the actual departure. She can happily tell their customer to pay additional fares,pissed off anot. I'm like, hello it's not that I don't wan. It's just that I've booked it in advance and now cuz of your irresponsible you're asking me to top up for the fares for I go a week earlier, since there wasn't any aircraft what. Seriously, it's not about the refunds. I Don't wan refunds, I just wan the trip to be a successfully trip, long await trip with my family. series major turned off By jetstar. Since young I've been flying yearly affair with my family, excluding my uncles I meant, it never happened like this before. Or probably cuz I booked jetstar, really is a lousy jet. Fuck it yo! The only option jetstar given me was, refund of you go 4D3N, and arrive late afternoon there. Fuck it seriously. It's really ridiculous.

On a happier note, 14 more days to BKK, yearly affair with my love(Pre booked it like 2months ago? It was a bday gift from me  ♥. And this time round, asked the newly couples along too! :D CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DOUBLE DATES.