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♥ J I A X I N,
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In loving memory of,
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Daddy, I miss you so much. How much I wish you were here with me. You'll always be my one and only and will be deeply missed.


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Saturday, 5 November 2011 // 1:51 am
心事谁知,



Oh well, weekend is here again! Its going to be another long weekend! But I'm very packed with alot of stuffs. November and December is really a busy month! As well as the month that my pocket will have a big hole for all the lovely birthdays! I just feel like ranting how much I wanna sit aeroplane like before every year even if it's the nearest trip to Bangkok. I feel so much fortunate back then, I travel at least once a year when I was much younger. Mom just have to arrange and we'll just tag along, but now....... Due to all the work schedule and so on, I've not even take an aeroplane out of anywhere yet. Which I really wish to go somewhere nice for scenery &winter as well as some lil' shopping will do. Okay, whatever. It sucks. At first it was mom who can't apply leave to go Taiwan early this year. Now that she can, I can't. And now that we wanted to go Taiwan this dec but it was winter at there but my motive of gg was to travel and see for some nice scenery, food and most important the loots that I'll whack back! I can't even rmb I went there years back which mom kept reminding me of. So since it's winter there it means there won't be much cloths to be bought. I dropped that idea even thou I wan to go somewhere that's cold cuz I hardly would be able to dress up in those boots that's I have which if I were to wear in Singapore I'll be pretty attractive, lol. So you see, it's hard to even travel out of town as a family even if it's just a short few days. That sucks totally! But on a happier note, mom have booked cruise next year January on the CNY. I guess my family culture for CNY is to stay out of Singapore. Its not smth good either. Cuz this has been a yearly routine for dk how many years back. Cuz my mom don't click well with dad side. And for that, we don't really celebrate with them. The only time I see the whole family sitting down for steamboat with dad's side and go ahgong's house bai nian was only once. Ever since, we never anymore. It's pretty sad thou. But well, now that dad has deceased, it become more meaningless, does it? And furthermore mom side totally has no one expect for my 2 uncles. So yeah, tell me what's celebrating of CNY which for me I think it simply means all the family gathers together regardless of what. Before dad deceased the cousins and long distance cousin would always hang out together, sharing heart to heart talks, going jb together, So now people you know, M**** KILLS. But still once in awhile I miss them quite alot. ;)
To add on to 1 more even happier note is: I'm getting a new bed frame, double decker I guess by next week! Real happy! Bro and my neck hasn't been good recently. Can you really imagine 3 of us sharing a king size bed? Which I can hardly turn left /right honestly. And also for me, due to budget wise, I just got something cheaper. Hehe!


5 more days.

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