The girl,
♥ J I A X I N,
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life
In loving memory of,
Daddy, I miss you so much. How much I wish you were here with me. You'll always be my one and only and will be deeply missed.
They are the reason to everything,
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Wednesday, 29 February 2012 // 11:01 pm
好想好想：
All of us had a big argument between dad's age, hehe. Seriously I didn't even know dad is 53 this year. The only impact on my mind was that he left me when I was only 17 and I recall he was only 52 back then. To my surprise I dig out all his hospital bills to see and realized he was really only 53! And I can call myself his daughter. What a fool am I. Whatever it is, time files. How much I wish whatever I'm writing here in my space he would be able to see it. And letting him know the family and I are doing well and we miss him deeply, esp me. The thought of him really make my eye run like a water tap. The scene that I witness his heartbeat stopped, I'll never ever forget. And the midnight before he was perfectly alright. Hours later his heartbeat stopped. Haiz. Daddy I really miss you freaking much.
// 11:25 am
28 february :)
Work as usual. Only to know that my boss allow me to leave at 2pm! I didnt know and rejected all e lunch dates! :( so am left with nowhere to go thus I decided to head over to T&C to get my bracelet exchanged for a new one. My colleague was nice enough to acc me over and even do the talking. After the exchange I felt so much happier ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ Early in e morning I rang them up and to my surprise they didn't even allowed me to exchanged 1-1 after so much talking! Only to mention tt they'll send it to washing FOC. What a lousy customer service they have seriously. Headed home aftermath and the moment I got home Mom have a surprise for me too! She bought me e heart pedant that I wanted. Really appreciate it alot. Although I really didn't ask her to buy but she keep insisting. 
And I slept throughout till late evening. Extremely tired I swear! An came over to fetch us all and headed to No signboard for our crabby! :P mom's treat hehe.
And the bill came up to $325. Omgzxzxzx heehehe. So exp!
Sunday, 26 February 2012 // 5:26 pm
生日快乐；
This weekend I must really say it has been a blast. Celebrating the advance b'day with my girls and my girlfriends &beloved. The lovely girls of mine brought me to new york new york and I have a very special b'day cake. Hehe. Really appreciated the thoughts. They each have recorded down smth and sent to my phone. But sad to say it cant be open! We headed for seesha and del fetch me over to town to meet my girlfriends &co. Headed over to sin rak thai for a drink and waited for an to came over. The feel started to came and we joke and drink like nobody biz. I really love everything! All the plans everyone have put in, all the surprise...
Monday, 20 February 2012 // 11:24 pm
Before I end my day. The girlfriend called when I was on my way home from work suddenly to asked me bout my bebe top, what size she wanted to get someone to buy for her from overseas which would be cheaper. And the next call was my Sis who ask where am I, what time coming home &etc. W/o me realizing that it was all a prank. Followed by Ah an call saying his car broke down along my house there! Asked me go over and meet him. To my surprise, when I met him.............. At that moment I know nuts, hence he continue pretending his car was faulty trying to fix it, (as if he's a mechanical). Mins later he pop out my advance birthday present. Okay la seriously I was so touched. And felt the sweetest thing ever happened. We went to have our dinner at sugar granny cafe! Girlfriend ended her class so early and she came over to look for us. Home aftermath. I'm turning in now. Felt so happy for the surprise someone made the effort. :)
Sunday, 19 February 2012 // 12:40 am
I've stay home the whole of Friday resting and since I'm feeling so much better, I decided to date Sis out to town for a walk and as well as accompanying her to Kaplan to pay her school fee. Exp like dog!!!! Lol. 1 very important fact that I hate going out with her is that, YOU MUST STEP OUT OF THE HOUSE AS EARLY AS 1pm?! She's too awesome today. We bloody spent $60 on a mask! Which I have never spend so much on it before. Hehe. We both got a same top from new look! I'm so so so in luv with OWL recently. Super in luv. Shop for the whole day since 2pm till we get home at 11pm. I'm so so craving for fish soup. But where to get at this hour, lika seriously? ;( my tummy not feeling well. The only cure to it NOW is to bring me fish soup, hehe. I asked my bro to acc me go coffee shop, but wth, it's close. So what's now. I'll fb, fb, blog, blog, tweet till I'm tired! ;(
I can't sleep and that causes water in my eye. I miss you so much Daddy. Tell me how not to miss you? You left w/o a single word. Thats hard for me to accept it. And 2 more months it's gonna be your b'day. How time files. I really miss you, alot alot. The feeling of missing you is unexplainable. The pain is unbearable T.T
Friday, 17 February 2012 // 8:46 pm
檫肩而过，
Hate the feeling! Pain but yet bearable though. Visited the TCM ytd and I think this morning it get even worsen. Felt really irritated by the feeling. The person who tui na my hand is so horrible. She made me shouted and jump up of the bed. I think she not professional enough, lol. "yes, I didn't know after years this is how we would met. You were with me this moment and yet the another moment you were gone. Wake up to realized that it was just a dream."
Tuesday, 14 February 2012 // 10:33 pm
情人节！
Happy V'day! Early in e morning we had a never ending chat with the girlfriend and Rachel! After so much consideration, we decided to dine out together. Me alone, with the 2 couple! I felt like a light bulb initially. But aftermath, hearing them telling me it's okay, it's alright. I felt more assurance! :) hehe. Rachel went to fetch girlfriend and headed over to fetch me from work, went all the way deep in to fetch Johnny and lastly bring me to school for awhile to submit my assignment! Went to fetch Rachel husband &we dine in at "sugar granny", it's indeed nice. Unique I should said! Boneless chicken wing! I thought there isn't any place I cn find boneless wing except for JB! Home aftermath. I finally feel a stone being carried off after submitting my assignment. Best of luck for myself! ;) shld I book a hotel @ Swiss hotel this b'day relax?! Hmmmm.
Awaiting for bro "curfew & counseling to be over and we'll shift to our new shelter". :)
Monday, 13 February 2012 // 10:00 pm
我回来了！
Our loots for day 1&2(: I'm back from my BKK trip! Cuz we were the only 2 girls, we decided to stay at Baiyoke sky. Yes, the customer service is indeed very good! But overall, the room isn't as nice as it seems, except for the views. This whole trip I'm so busy getting the loots for my beloved family &friends rather than myself. I feel so cheated for the 2 pair of heels I got. But well, I love it ultra much to the max. Been long since I got heels! ;p I would say we were quite daring enough to go to a night market which is about 7-10km away from our hotel. And thank goodness we were all safe! I was merely away for 4 days and so much happened at home. Bro injured his hand and is bandage nw. My uncle has been sick for a week and yet keeping mute. That's very bad! :( speedy recover pls! Cuz I just got home and tmr needa work mom keep asking me to go on Wednesday tgt with her. Hopefully he'll be fine. Same goes to my bro too! :) Where to go this BIRTHDAY laaaaaaaa ;( My new nails! Thou the nail polish they used sucks but yeah, its just SGD 4, what else cn I ask for?!
Wednesday, 8 February 2012 // 11:08 pm
I'm so in luv with this, "Nikon 1 J1 Camera with the Interchangeable lens", to add on, it comes with pink! Goodness. How not to love?
Tuesday, 7 February 2012 // 12:37 am
☻ ☻
3 more days to BKK. And 3 more weeks I'm turning 19. 1 more month to my module 2 exams. How much I wish I'm turning 21 year old now and I wan this cake on my 21st. If you dk, this trip to BKK is actually a bday present for myself, hehe. Guess it won't be as happening as last yr. Not gonna celebrate it. So well. I'll spend it alone T.T
Sunday, 5 February 2012 // 11:28 pm
Rise & Shine!
Staying home on a Friday night. Burnt midnight oil by staying home to practice my Economic which has even more to improve on.
On a Saturday morning I was awaken by 1 of my classmate whatsapp informing that our module 1 result is out. I hop out of the bed sitting down and login to the student portal and YES, I PASSED MY MODULE 1! Not a very good onewhich score me about 60+ marks only. I was happy yet a lil' disappointed. Happy cuz I passed and disappointed cuz the marks is not really that good. But whatever it is, I'll study even harder, it's a good start for me to even mug hard for my upcoming exams! I continue my sleep.But before that I ring up the 3 girls to check out their result. On and off waking up.. result that I took my notes in the bed switch on the light and lie down to revise, hehe. Finally my Macdonald is home! Ate and I slept for awhile and got myself prepared. The handsome boy An came and fetch me and headed over to meet the Girlfriend at kovan for our "lo hei".. ended up instead of lo hei, we had crab! Been a long time I last ate. After dinner we drove all the way to Cine.. ended our day to Dempsy for dessert @ Ben and Jerry's, woohoo! Whole day been eating non stop. After the dessert we drove all the way to ECP for a walk! Sitting down at the very dark bench with the windy wind it spelled just so awesome. Before we left I kept insisting on playing An's manual car. Let me drive awhile, I felt so scared and decided to stop. Manual and auto make so so much diff. Come to think of it, it's really fun driving. But why why why why I fail my BTT. NB!$%^&*()*&^%$
Sunday
I woke up super early to have a date w my pretty baby soh! Prepared and she came over to fetch me! Make our way to Bugis and parted our way at about 6pm cuz I have to go for some studies! Home aftermath. Ending my day just like that! Work tmr.... yawns! BKK in another 4 more days. Feeling excited first time flying with my girl. I mean exclude the time we go genting or anywhere else. I mean, flyingggg y'll know! Teehee.
Daddy, I miss you so much. Can you come back into my life again..
Thursday, 2 February 2012 // 11:53 pm
Work, school, everything has been a bitch
Back to this space again. School hasn't been good. I'm at module 2, economic now! It's a difficult one! Having to work in the day time and rushing off to school! But thank goodness, for now I've a classmate who's so kind enough to send me back after lesson! :) at least i wont hv to travel home! Even before school started, Uncle has been telling me to go for tuition if I can't catch up. Telling me to drop off everything and study well first and only go back to work once I get my dip cert. And since I refuse to drop off everything and concentrate on studies, the more I should do well for my studies and prioritize all my work and etc! But I'm seriously having insufficient time. And for now, I really need to go for tuition.. Been trying to look for those 1-1 home tuition, I guess this is the best way cuz I'll be able to absorb faster. This module has seriously cause me alot of stress. Let leave school aside. Work hasn't been good recently. Getting so frustrated.. Really stressful too. But I keep tellg myself, fear not. Tmr will be Friday! Which means it's weekend for me to meet up w pretty babies of mine or probably even staying home to catch up on xinmsn! 
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