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The girl,
me-2

♥ J I A X I N,
there's nothing wrong with my name.


If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life



In loving memory of,
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Daddy, I miss you so much. How much I wish you were here with me. You'll always be my one and only and will be deeply missed.


They are the reason to everything,
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Tagboard,



Saturday, 28 April 2012 // 1:40 pm
Horrible week ever!

On monday was having serious headache and tummy ache and feel for a vomit. But that was like 4pm which was close to knocking off, hence I tolerated despite vomited a few times alr. Knock off and waited for bb come over to fetch me to the clinic to consultant a doc. The medications was useless, I was in so much great pain. I really dislike it. Headed over to the hospital, I was so afraid actually. Lol. It reminds me of what happened 4 months ago that I was admitted for 4days. Was put on drip and given some medications. But it useless I would say. The vomit and diarrhea was mad! I wanted under the observation rather than sleeping on the wheel chair, but after some consideration I decided to sign the letter and get discharged. 3 days of MC. Hell nightmare for me. 3 days was at bb house cuz if I were home nobody would tc of me as everyone was working.. And Friday at last I'm back to work, still feeling giddy though. Work ended off to meet my darling poopoochen. Was suppose to have a date @PS! But screw up plan cuz I left office only like close to 7pm. Freak. Headed to AMK to do medi pedi and we call it a day ;( I'm so in luv w my hot pink nails :P as I was home early mom talked to me, her conversation is really funny! I love her beri de muchie. She wanted to go for a 3D2N short getaway on june before we go Philippine. And yes btw June am gonna go Philippine for a wedding ceremony w the family for like 5 days. I think my boss will scream at me as soon as he hear this! So she ask me suggest where to go. I give suggestion like BKK, KL, Phucket, Langawi, Zhu hai, &etc, I name places that expenses are low cuz it's just a short getaway isn't it. I looked into some deals and wouldn't find any reasonable one though. She told me "last time you everyday come home tell me mummy here got cheap deals, there got cheap deals, now you're busy dating you don't even spare time sit down and look through the deals w me". My heart sank a lil though. I explain that I'm always home but am just lazy to do so la mummy. How not to love this Mom?!
I really love my awesomeness mom, the one who would do every single thing for me w/o second thoughts, I'm sorry if I ever neglect you. I love you, and I'll always do! :D planning on a family trip to Taiwan this December. But I'm unsure if my girlfriend wanna go tgt, if she's firm on gg tgt I gonna drop e idea of going w my family instead :/ or we'll all go tgt, heehee fly me to Paris. Lol



Monday, 23 April 2012 // 4:50 pm
Saturday Sunday(;

Saturday

Date to town with girlfriend despite knowing I have to stay home to study! But still, a little of revision and headed to town! Got a ride from Daniel to town as he's heading to Cathy as well! Well, we was suppose to meet for breakfast or lunch but ended up y'll know la. I won't wake up so early during weekends. Was slightly early like 6+, ponder ard alone and girlfriend came. Ok, sales everywhere! Didn't have enough time as we came out late. But quite satisfied w the loots! Lover boy came over to fetch us, AMK &we went to jb. (: went to lover boy twinny working place, Sin ra thai for a drink w the usual Wilson and home tgt w lover boy aftermath.

Sunday

Very unpleasant Sunday! Apparently cuz lover boy woke up in e noon to have lunch tgt, cooked by his mom and slept back throughout till late noon! He was supposed to bring me to the new 2 shopping malls! So mad angry that I slept when he woke up and he woke me up I simply ignore him, hahahah. When I was awake, he quickly went to bath! Lol. It was like 7pm when we leave the house. Dated e mom along w us to the Changi city point. It's such a boring place, good for dining thou. Had oyster mee sua! Whoop whoop. Spelled, fabulous man!!!!! So in love w mee sua nowadays! Send e mom home and initially wanted to go see baby Raeann one :< miss her cheeky face very much la! Heh.



Friday, 20 April 2012 // 11:48 pm
Friday night!

Oh yea, long await weekend is here! But I can smell papers on this every weekend which will last for another 2 more weeks. Home straight right after work. Mom got me &lover boy our favorite the Jalan besar curry rice! And even wash the plates for me, for us, I'm really thankful I've such a awesome Mom which can't be found just on the street. She do all the housework, sometimes w my help and yes sometimes only... Teehee thanks Mom. Revising my school work! Really a torture to have 2 papers next month! Can't really cope. But am really happy I manage to memorized some on my mind! 2 hour ago Mr an just left home! :) I'm staying home tonight cuz of my exams! 12am now. Will sleep and continue my studies tmr. I am like a pig now, really need a diet buy how to resist those food? Have been going out to eat with the usual couples past few days! I need a diet, I really need... And yes my mood hasn't been good this few days I don't know why either? Probably been missing Dad just so much but if only Mr annnssss can bring me go see Raeann like the past few days I'll be happy! Hehe. Miss her!



Monday, 16 April 2012 // 6:54 pm

Friday

Long await friday is here, finally! Home as usual after work. Suppose to have the girls gathered and head down to Titanium for dearest love, Jessie b'day. But the plan was screwed and I decide to bring her out another day instead. I have my lover boy who came over w many foods to my house after his work :D mom cooked crayfish! Yum yum~ awesome max. The both boyfriend was at my house. Lol! We talk, eat, watch tv till like 11pm and I stay over at lover boy house. :)

Saturday

Lover boy got to go work as usual on a Saturday. I continue my sleep an was awaken at 1pm by his Mom cooking. It smells like Tom yum! Woke up and it was Curry actually. Lol. Ate my lunch and I have no intention to go out cuz I need to do revision for my 2 papers on the upcoming month. Eat, chat and study at e same time w e parents. :) like finally almost 8pm lover boy is back! We was suppose to go out on this particular night! He told me to bath and so I did and e moment when I came back into his room he was sleeping soundly! Mad angry at tt point of time Lol. But I know he was really tired. So...... Told him to remove his lens before he could sleep. His friends called and I told them An was asleep. :(



I was so hungry and call Mac delivery in e middle of e night like 2am? He simply ignore me and continue his sleep when I told him I was hungry, hehehe. It's ok, forgiven cuz he slept v late e day before. Haha. All I did throughout e Saturday night 11pm till Sunday morning 10am then finally I slept. I wouldn't sleep, and idk why. His Dad got us breakfast, woke up to eat and KO till 4pm prepared and had our early dinner at his house.



Bugis and Cathy for movies w e 4 couples. "Battleship"... Home aftermath.

Bb chua. Shoooo cute!! Miss her cheeky face.. Very good girl!!








Sunday, 15 April 2012 // 4:18 am
如果一切都能从来

I miss you Dad. IF ONLY....



Wednesday, 11 April 2012 // 12:27 am
Deeply missed,

Happy birthday to you Daddy. Hate the fact that you're gone, but still am trying hard to accept it. In a blink, it's really in a blink, you've just left us, 1 and a 1/2 year and 2 days. But for me, it felt as though you've just left me, left us.. And I really mean what I said. I hope you're doing so much better in the other world and free from all the pain you used to went through. You'll always be remembered. You'll always be my one and only dad even in the next life.

With love,

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Sunday, 8 April 2012 // 11:36 pm
Well spent weekends 

Good Friday!






With a happy mood all well prepared for e picnic food to have a picnic day w the girls @marina barrage 9am in the morning. But due to the rain...... We slept longer and met only when the rain stopped! Was brain cracking where to held e picnic at and ended ourselves up at MBS. We wanted to have lunch hence we quickly find a place to finish e picnic food and get out of MBS. As usual, the parking is mad exp. Headed to suntec acc Val for the Easter day service and parted pretty early cuz I'm meetin my lover boy and he came over to suntec to fetch me and off we go to JB for dinner w gf &johnny and home sweet home at almost 2am!!! The jam is truly mad.

Saturday

Lazy Saturday! Lover boy got to wake up at 7am to work I was left alone at his house while he went to work. Talking w his bro and slept only like almost 10am. Couldn't sleep well thou. His mommy cooked porridge w vege, egg and mince meat and that calls for a lunch! (⌒▽⌒) he came home once he finish his job at about 2pm to fetch me back to my place for me to revise my study and went back to office. Came back at 7pm and I get myself prepared and headed yaoming house and to geylang steamboat w them. Barrage to fly kite aftermath. :)


Shoooo cute~!!



SUNDAY!

My dearest lover boy was good enough to wake up as early as 10am and fetched my family to &fro to 3 different location to pray for the qin ming jie. Thank you for that and appreciate it. <3 I was feeling so terribly sick during the 1st location and just felt like taking a cab home and forget bout praying. Mom insisted to brought me to e clinic but thank goodness I was better bythen. It's expected. Half the day was gone. Back to his place to have satay noodle cooked by his mom. ;)) and he drove us back home as mum was at uncle's place too. Before tt we went to ntuc to shop for groceries! Hehe.